I part with yesterday
to live for today
and embrace
the mysterious
tomorrow victorious.
THENAMAHONJE
Fire from within..
There is
a fire in me
the likes of which
you have never seen
One that burns deep
into the soul and flies
THENAMAHONJE
The place I know..
Alone,
I crawl back
into the
shadows
with the
memories
we created
fighting
to live
an ultimate
life
I fear might
be a bluff
THENAMAHONJE
The good old days…
I stood as everything reflected.
Back to the days
when the mountains were too small
and the valleys too hallow.
To the days when music
made the heart dance,
and the silence caressed the mind
like summer breeze.
The days when the raindrops
conjured sweet patterns on the skin
and sunshine
brought a glow
to everything that bloomed.
Back to the good old days…
THENAMAHONJE
Love once called out my name…
Love once called out my name.
It was only for a moment,
but it felt like an eternity.
Like a long beautiful dream,
it vanished from sight.
I have to accept
I’ll travel through this barren land
A little longer.
THENAMAHONJE
I need this:(
I glance down
into the sea of darkness,
and it engulfs me.
Its warmth envelops me
like a new-born
in its mother’s arms.
I need this:(
I fall hard,
I fall fast.
I need this:(
I drown,
and the dark closes in.
I need this:(
All of it,
the good,
the bad.
I need this:(
To be complete
despite my inability.
I need this:(
Pitiful screams,
distressful cries,
save yourself,
you are enough.
I need this:(
Ferocious storms,
raging streams,
I feel cold.
I need this:(
The air is dense,
I can’t breathe.
I need this:(
Just one more time.
I need this:(
THENAMAHONJE
Fading…
She is lost
Deep in the covers of midnight
Enslaved
In the time that passes
Face to face
With her demons
She smiles
At the familiarity
In the end
We are our tragedy
THENAMAHONJE
Drifting…
I feel like I am losing, and I don’t know what to do. All I want is to close my eyes and slowly fade away from everything I know. Time is meaningless in the unknown. I wish I didn’t find so much respite in the tranquility. But I do. I admire the calm. Maybe this is what it means to feel nothing.
THENAMAHONJE
“Brain storming” You can’t go anywhere with a flat tire…
It has been a while since I took my computer and got down to writing. I couldn’t keep it up forever though. Like an addictive drug, my mind kept finding reasons, ideas even.
What felt like mind exhaustion at first. “brain storming” ,is now the most exciting part when it gets down to my articles.
I guess it was all about a change in attitude… I mean, You can’t go anywhere with a flat tire.
THENAMAHONJE
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