I stood as everything reflected. Back to the days when the mountains were too small and the valleys too hallow. To the days when music made the heart dance, and the silence caressed the mind like summer breeze. The days when the raindrops conjured sweet patterns on the skin and sunshine brought a glow to everything that bloomed. Back to the good old days…
Love once called out my name. It was only for a moment, but it felt like an eternity. Like a long beautiful dream, it vanished from sight. I have to accept I’ll travel through this barren land A little longer.
I glance down into the sea of darkness, and it engulfs me. Its warmth envelops me like a new-born in its mother’s arms. I need this:( I fall hard, I fall fast. I need this:( I drown, and the dark closes in. I need this:( All of it, the good, the bad. I need this:( To be complete despite my inability. I need this:( Pitiful screams, distressful cries, save yourself, you are enough. I need this:( Ferocious storms, raging streams, I feel cold. I need this:( The air is dense, I can’t breathe. I need this:( Just one more time. I need this:(
I feel like I am losing, and I don’t know what to do. All I want is to close my eyes and slowly fade away from everything I know. Time is meaningless in the unknown. I wish I didn’t find so much respite in the tranquility. But I do. I admire the calm. Maybe this is what it means to feel nothing.